Saturday, January 07, 2006
[[
at home]]
i used to think that life had a plan for me ,until i realized life had to be planned by me ,see thats the key, i only deal with what i can see ,cuz over history ,mystery --brought us nothing but misery3
entries today, parent's out. i'm so tired for the past week. believe me when i' say i was abt to black out. its killin' me inside, but i guess its worth while. so here i'm, listening to songs for hours ,sortin out my mood and feelings', bloggin down whatever that expresses my moods, bingin hard, tryin to get back to the rythem of my life. but i came to a sad conclusion :My words which I ate them for so long,nothing changed it was just the same =(maybe i shld start mappin' out my life. was readin tong's blogg today(yes i'm a voyuer. great supporter of all my friend's blogg) maybe a plan would do me good, maybe. but to those who prolly know me well, i cant stand a fixed life.if you peeps out there who's just surfing around and havin absolutely nah nah to do, try this on your blogg. think through the topp 3 places you would die to go.heres's mine!
-------------------------------------------------------------------------places--------------------------------------------------------------------------
3)
new zealand, to catch
sunrise,
set,
star gazin' in the fields that stretch over the horizon.
2) divin' of course!
PALUA ,micronesia
1) alaksa.
aurora. yes i want to see it. TOPP it
all off.
w-kIong|3:35 PM|
i'm who i want to be.love drugs,
andrenaline my choice of dope,
shoot it up ma vein.
all off.
