Wednesday, December 14, 2005
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slap me once, slap me twice.]]
i just shit over myself, yesh , AGAIN!!
oh man its killin' me. i dont know why this binging shit keeps comin back. even worse, today i stuffed crackers, i mean if its bread its totally fine, but crackers!!! one f king pack of crackers.( one big packs have 14 smaller packs of crakers, each smaller pack have 3 pieces of shit) i bound,confirm chop halal, going to suffer another acne outbreak. shit man ! my prev "banch" havent go off and here come the 2nd banch. how nice is my life??
oh btw bingin is not something ya can control, it just comes, without warning. i didnt have this shit in the past!! i have total control over my appeitite, my studies, and . my life? maybe i'm ' occupied' in the past so i would feel so empty always?? maybe?? maybe i need to be occupied?? maybe i should just go and shit.
did my emcess speech halfway today, chem halfway, gems halfway.how i wish i binge halfway too. suppose to hit gym with steve after sch, but gems peeps meetin up to cont the proj. if i hit the gym , i wouldnt binge ...wouldnt binge. so whats the point lookin back on things now. move on with life you piece of shit
my itune sucks to the core. not the functions but the shuffle options is like total crap. when i wished for nice fast groovy songs, i got slow romantic ones. and vice versa. so imagine this, when ya're down, sad, alone, you on this itune of yours, hopin tt you will have some nice slow songs?? and then it plays songs of greenday. orh man. and when ya're pumped up,prepared to move to the groove, love me- colin rayes is played.
totally wet blacket. TOTALLYY
oh whatever whatever whatever. ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
w-kIong|4:45 PM|
i'm who i want to be.love drugs,
andrenaline my choice of dope,
shoot it up ma vein.
