Wednesday, November 30, 2005
[[
my dec]]
This is my December,
This is my time of the year...
This is my December,
This is all so clear...
This is my December,
This is my snow covered home...
This is my December,
This is me alone...
And I
Just wish that i didnt feel like there was something i missed
And I
Take back all the things i said to make you feel like that
And I
Just wish that i didnt feel like there was something i missed
And I
Take back all the things i said to you
And I'd..
Give it all away,
Just to have somewhere to go to...
Give it all away,
To have someone to come home to...This is my December,
These are my snow covered trees...
This is me pretending,
This is all i need...
linkin park -my december
see the lyrics. and if you're illiterate, please slap yourself stupid. hell you're stupid to begin with...
anyway i had always look forward to dec. its the festive season, with christmas, birthday, and new year. but c'mon, come back to reality. its a time where you face a great truth. truth that if you're spendin the above mentioned dates alone, you are one f cking loser. but i always have my classmates and SU,ZX,GLORIA to turn to. so that doesnt make me a loser right?? yea.
ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhh hmm 2 years have past?? whatever, would not bother to count again.'cause i'm whole again!!! yea. but i'm still a fat.f ... ... ...dammm
w-kIong|3:07 PM|
Tuesday, November 29, 2005
[[yes yes yes, i'm shittin all over myself]]
hey guess what peeps, as i'm typin this i'm gobblin down slices of pizzASS and saying "what the f ck dude, i thought you're on a f king diet??!!!!"
aiight,i know what you gonna say infront of your your computer screen ,"you're not that fat lar, talk shit only................but you're still fat"
but if you ever look at my sec 3, 4 photo, i bet my bottom buck that you will go "WOAH FAT FCUK!!"
i really did put on weight. and its not one or two kilos, its a whopping 8-9 KG.
hahahs i bet if my sec school friends see me on streets or if we hang out, they will not recongnise me.
man, sometimes genes can be so stuck-up. let me name an example. SUTRISNO BIN KROMANIO(my bud) is 1.83 SHORT(hmph this my blogg su so shut up!! hahas), and he's a mean lean walking machine. while me, i'm just a 5"7' fat f ck with a 39" belly. how great can life be huh!! in short, the beauty of grace is it make life not fair.
oh yea just to top it off, su is the president of student council in both dunearn and pjc, and is a 6 pointer, with lots of girls dying to stripp infront of him, bassist for zero infinity which prolly gonna rock local music market soon"
arh whatever, i know i cant be perfect , but i just want to be perfect, errr make no cow sense right. YEA if you are feelin confuse now, you're havin my feeling when i listen to adurey do her chantings. so would you please do me a great favour of enlightenin me??
arh why am i shitting all over myself?? cant keep promise i held to myself?? i'll try again. =) geez
p.s. if anyone feel offended, its not my fault. the f cking problem lie with you !! pardon me for my verbal diarrhoea
anyway today's just another mundane school day. but guess what jaccy made us cheeesy cake. man i tell you it rock. really. me and michael was like "eh you still want these shit anot?? aiyar dont want then f off lar!!" then we gobbled the chesse cakeSS down. AWW MAN, cheesecake rock man!! today we have RWP presentation and our grp: nicholas, jaccy, mic, fat.f( tt's me!!) have done no rehersal. but in the end we manage to get a nod from the GORGEOUS ms lim.(isit??) she young, pretty, great ber-dangs dangs( =p )
yepps. thats the highlight of today. nothing else. show's over. bugger off arseholes.
w-kIong|5:01 PM|
[[screw YOU]]
man its been more than a week since i last blog. arhh heck it anyway no soul gonna see this. ... ... YES i can use this medium to screw anyone.
just another stuck-up day in school today. life still screwed for me. things just cant be better. i guess it will never be any better anytime soon, right?? yes you screw my life!!! i no longer recognise myself anymore. the reflection i see in the mirror no longer have any resemblance of myself. F ck it! i just wanna be myself again, i wanna let go~ i wanna cry.
i dont want to be reminded of the long waiting i been put through and still things goes down the drain. whatever. i'm just bullshittin arnd.
i'll be back soon. inception of metamorphis will officially commence today. take this blow B TCH-
AAAARRRRRGGGGHHHHH
w-kIong|10:27 AM|
Monday, November 21, 2005
[[virgin post]]
so here i am, sittin infront of this platform which can probably cause myopia, writing about my life. i created this blog ages ago but didnt bother to post any journal on it cause i figure that no one would read my boring lines of words anyhow.=( i'm just a borin arse with my life totally srewed up, period.
its sunday, which means normal
homo saipens would hang out and simply have fun, but guess what?
yea tt's right faggort- i'm stuck at home.
went to chc yesterday with w-shan and steven. man it's a blast!! seriouslly, the serivce really cool.people sing, people dance and of course people preach. but i must say the sermon's really enrichin. chief pastor
kong told us about being single minded and focus on our goal. durin the sermon, pastor asked us to release the enemy/ hatred we been habourin- i let go ... at least i tried asshole!!!
anyway after the serivce we have our dinner with the shan's cell group. its quite entertaining i must say. we went home after which. oh yea shan got this job that she introduce to me. its really cool. if you're lookin at this, thanks WING. if everything turn out fine i'll tell ya guys abt the job. =p
today sucks. to make matter worst, school on. damm it.
anyhow its even week ,hopefully it will be a more relaxin one. yepps got to have supper and get fat.
w-kIong|2:35 PM|
i'm who i want to be.love drugs,
andrenaline my choice of dope,
shoot it up ma vein.
