i'm who i want to be.love drugs, andrenaline my choice of dope, shoot it up ma vein.

Monday, February 13, 2006 [[=)]]



w-kIong|7:57 PM|

Sunday, February 12, 2006 [[=(]]

It's her hair and her eyes today
That just simply take me away
And the feeling that I'm falling further in love
Makes me shiver but in a good way

All the times I have sat and stared
As she thoughtfully thumbs through her hair
And she purses her lips, bats her eyes
And she plays with me sittin’ there slacked jaw
And nothing to say

Cause I love her with all that I am
And my voice shakes along with my hands
Cause she's all that I see and she's all that I need
.................................................

It's a masterful melody
When she calls out my name to me
As the world spins around her
She laughs, rolls her eyes
And I feel like I'm fallin’ but it's no surprise.
Cause I love her with all that I am
And my voice shakes along with my hands
Cause it's frightening to be swimming in this strange sea
But I'd rather be here than on land
Yes she's all that I see and she's all that I need
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w-kIong|12:49 PM|

Saturday, January 28, 2006 [[it's here]]

ALIIGHT GUYS, THE DARN CNY IS HERE
let said this year is kinda different- no half -day for school, no need to wear red clothes, no boring celebration, no Chinese orchestra and lion dance boring US out. woops.

whatever, boo to spendin CNY in singapore! misses the snow, and coolin temp. and the travellin. BUT gettin' all those red packets make me shiver, in a good way that is.
dread goin around and puttin a false front (smiling at all those strangers that comment endlessly on you) and pretending to laugh when your uncleS say
" happy new year, pull your ear" HAHA! try harder wrinkled dude.

whatever, meetin the DEVILS( yea man) FROM MY Maternal SIDE would be FUN. oh yea did i mention i'm finally goin to meet up with my long-lost paternal relatives. 4 longg years.

later!!
w-kIong|12:50 AM|

Sunday, January 22, 2006 [[21ST JANUARY]]

=) what more can i say??
i cant seems to leave my bed, maybe later. back to lalala land.feelin' OH SO warm now.(cause the conditioner is off dude)

w-kIong|11:20 AM|

Saturday, January 21, 2006 [[this is for you JAC]]

cheerio dudette.!whatever happen(what's up jac??), which dont kill you, only make you stronger!

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i'll be okay-mcfly
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When everything is going wrong
And things are just a little strange
It's been so long now you've forgotten how to smile
Overhead the skies are clear
but it still seems to rain on you
And your only friends all have better things to do
When you're down and lost and you need a helping hand
When you're down and lost along the way
Oh just tell yourself I'll i'll be ok
And things are only getting worse
and you need someone to take the blame
When your lover's gone there's no one to share the pain
You're sleeping with the tv on and you're lying in an empty bed
All the alcohol in the world would never help me to forget
When you're down and lost and you need a helping hand
When you're down and lost along the way
Just try a little harder
Try your best to make it through the day
Just tell yourself
I'll i'll be ok
You're not alone (you're not alone)
You're not alone (you're not alone)
You're not alone
Just tell yourself
i'll i'll be ok
Oh just tell yourself
i'll i'll be ok
Won't you tell yourself
i'll
When you're down and lost and you need a helping hand
When you're down and lost along the way
Just try a little harder
Try your best to make it through the day
Just tell yourself
i'll i'll be ok
i'll i'll be ok
i'll i'll be ok



with CNY and EXAMS and TESTS right around the corner, the little guy here are suffocating!! but a little nice weggie dinner will do the magic..

i SO dont wanna to go for my pop's reunion dinner, i dont wanna let them see the FAT FUCK i become.
i SO SO dont wanna sit for the basic micro bio test, so gonna flunk it.
i SO SO SO dont wanna sit for exams.

i SO SO SO SO wish those could happpen. but bleahs, it would.=(
so its time to eat those pizza and watch some punk'd and X games.!!
w-kIong|9:36 AM|

Tuesday, January 17, 2006 [[]]

i really have nothin' to write abt my life. but i'll try, i tried.
i bought 3 hello panda: 2 strawberries, 1 milk. and nachos as in the tibist pack, peanut butter waffer and cheese and ham sandwichs.
i think i'm just destroyin' myself literally with my own hands. all those junkies i consume,.. man defintely gonna take a BIGG TOLL on me. and its CNY soon.and i'm stuck here. ORH, lord help me. hey ARE YOU EVEN LISTENING IN THE FIRST PLACE. =(

pretty borin' lessons today, except for the joking part of MR G POI. things are pretty shitty. so during maths lesson, i took up drawin. was practically blasting songs into my ears while i move my brushes to the groove (yea right!).so here it is :







































drew everythin' within the first hour, and spent the next hour writin' down lyricses of songs. self entertainin huh.
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lyrics, be my escape - relient k
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I’ve given up on giving up slowly
I’m blending in so you won’t even know me
Apart from this whole world that shares my fate

This one last bullet you mention
It’s my one last shot at redemption
Cause I know to live you must give your life away

And I’ve been housing all this doubt
and insecurity
And I’ve been locked inside that house
All the while you hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out
And that might be the death of me
And even though there’s no way of knowing
Where to go

I promise I’m going because…
I gotta get out of here
I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I gotta get out of here
And I’m begging you, I’m begging you, I’m begging you to be my escape

I’ve given up on doing this alone now
Guess I failed and I’m ready to be shown out
You told me the way and now I’m trying to get there
And this life sentence that I’m serving
I admit that I’m every bit deserving
But the beauty of grace is that it makes life not fair

Cause I’ve been housing all this doubt
and insecurity
And I’ve been locked inside that house
All the while you hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out
And that might be the death of me
And even though there’s no way of knowing
Where to go
I promise I’m going because…

I gotta get out of here
Cause I’m afraid that this complacency is something I can’t shake (yeah)
I gotta get out of here
And I’m begging you, I’m begging you, I’m begging you to be my escape

I am a hostage to my own humanity
Self-detained and forced to live in this mess I’ve made
And all I’m asking is for you to do what you can with me
But I can’t ask you to give what you already gave.
Cause I’ve been housing all this doubt
and insecurity.



RECALL.........

yesterday night was just another lonngggg night for me, how i wish i could just pick up that book and do some studying.

i was listening to (on the way down- ryan cabrera) and was wonderin what's does it really look like when you're on your way down. so i decided to take a peep out. orh becareful when you try to take a glance too, kinda dangerous =)

hahas. half of my body was out and my legs was holding on to the edge of the table(table against the wall)

w-kIong|3:50 PM|

Monday, January 16, 2006 [[]]

blogg abt my life?? :

i slept with the stereo blasting last night, lights on. gees, must be too exhausted. pops woke me up around 7, luckily not my mum or else i'll be prolly be all bruised up today. i went back to rest and TA-DA i ws late. shower, grab clothes, and to schooll. nothin' really much. saw an old fren( np) in sp today and was like "woah, what's wrong?fell down a drain? you suck. " THANKS.

so school's over, went right back home, grabbed a big pack of super ring, cheeseballs, twisties, lays. and here i'm stuffin away. shit me. yes.

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mcFLy--i'll be OKAY
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When everything is going wrong
And things are just a little strange
Its been so long now you’ve forgotten how to smile
And overhead the skies are clear but it still seems to rain on you
And your only friends all have better things to do

When you’re down and lost
And you need a helping hand
When you’re down and lost along the way
Oh just tell yourself
I’ll, I'll be ok

When things are only getting worse
And you need someone to take the blame
When your lover's gone there’s no one to share the pain
You’re sleeping with the tv on and you’re lying in an empty bed
All the alcohol in the world would never help me to forget

When you’re down and lost
And you need a helping hand
When you’re down and lost along the way
Just try a little harder
Try your best to make it through the day
Oh just tell yourself
I’ll, I'll be ok

You’re not alone
[You’re not alone]
You’re not alone
[You’re not alone]
You’re not alone

Just tell yourself I’ll, I'll be ok
Oh just tell yourself, I’ll, I'll be ok
Won’t you tell yourself, I’ll be ok
When you’re down and lost
And you need a helping hand
When you’re down and lost along the way
Try a little harder
Try your best to make it through the day
And oh just tell yourself

I’ll, I'll be ok
I’ll, I'll be ok
I’ll, I'll be ok
w-kIong|5:08 PM|

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